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[24 Oct 2004|01:07am] |
post a comment with a memory of me.
it can be anything you want.
then post this in your journal.
see what people remember about you.
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[04 Oct 2004|04:27pm] |
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two days til training. i want it to be today. baahhhhh. i'm too bored. and i've been keeping myself relatively busy too. but i'm still going out of my mind with boredom. i miss college people. the ones that i haven't seen in like more than a couple weeks (haha, i love you enema). like dan. i miss dan. and janelle. all of them... .:sad face:.
a week til incubus. still haven't gotten my ticket.
two weeks and two days til my birthday. i'm really not expecting anything. not even for people to remember at all. being 18 will be enough.
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[20 Sep 2004|05:07am] |
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i love kisses.
<3 <3 <3
this is the first time i've ever gotten what i wanted. it's a strange feeling.
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[18 Sep 2004|05:43pm] |
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another dull day. i drove around for a few hours and that was ok, i guess. i wanted to see wimbeldon but jerry didn't have money. some random guy on the street proposed to me when i was going inside boston market. boston market = comfort food. that guy who asked me to marry him went inside and sat across from me. i gave him my number cuz i was too tired to say no. and he wasn't too terrrible on the eyes.
juno is a fire hazard.
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[07 Sep 2004|12:04pm] |
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NOVA SUCKS
i hate it. i want to stay home instead having to leave again in an hour. sad face.
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[19 Aug 2004|01:16am] |
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today was a fun day. but at the very end it was very sad. it was matt's last day. out of all my friends i've known him the longest. for thirteen fucking years. i didn't think it would really hit me until i had to say goodbye. and i still don't think the actual idea of almost all of my friends living more than three hours has really set in yet. it's so sad. i really don't like this.
selma's last day is tomorrow. i think i might die. selma is selma. she needs to be with me at all times. how can we be inseparable if she's gone. and then ellie and janelle's last day is the day after. i need a break from all of this.
matt and i haven't even really been that close in awhile. and yet the thought of him gone is almost heartbreaking. and then i'll have to say bye to everyone else. people i talk to everyday. people i say 'i love you' to every time i see them.
i mean ok. matt and i haven't been friends for all thirteen years we've known each other. but that's like my childhood. matt is the childhood friend. sigh.
the room is spinning so i can't sleep. i dunno why it's doing that.
*highlight* parish bit me. swoOoOon. if i have a hickie and i get to say 'it's from parish' i'll be one happy girl. he's so hot.
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[12 May 2004|09:15pm] |
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i'm deciding between the dress i bought and the dress i borrowed from selma. they both look good on me. i want to like take pictures to see which i look thinner in. like i like the selm one cuz it makes my boobies look bigger and my stomach thinner. but my dad said the other one extentuates my "upstairs" (haha) and it looks tighter but i feel that way about the other one. none of my friends have seen the other one on me so i guess i can't get a better opinion. maybe i'll post pics if i can figure it out.
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[09 May 2004|12:54am] |
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i'm tired of being mad at everything. i'm so angry. why? i don't know. selma says it's because i've been holding it in my whole life and now i'm finally letting it out. but it's not like floodgate letting it out. it's like i'm a normal emotional person now. and i feel like i have to apologize for existing. i feel so asexual. like tonight mike drove me home and he said his girlfriend would probably be mad that he was driving a girl home. and i was like "a girl? little ol' me?" it's so strange. it may have been me baffled that i could be someone that would make her jealous. my name is synonymous with a non-threat.
i don't think the reason i want a boyfriend is for like attention and affection. i just want a companion. someone to do things with regularly. someone who cares about me more than they care about an average friend. for me to special to somebody. kisses are nice. i like kisses.
mike is such a nice guy. seriously. he asked what i was doing for my mom tomorrow and i was like "saying happy mother's day, i guess" so he drove me to 7-11 and i bought a flower for her. and then he bought a flower for his girlfriend cuz she was mad at him. for something other than the driving a "girl" home thing. she's high maintenance, that one.
i still hate friendly's. nothing has changed. my knees are achey.
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[18 Apr 2004|12:38am] |
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Sorrow - Bad Religion |
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( work shit that's pissing me off )
i bought my prom dress. it's so gorgeous. it's like 180$ which is more than i have but yes. gorgeous. i wanted something that'd cover my shoulders but i guess i'll be doing my arm excercises doubly much till prom. yes. i just need a date to match my dress. i still don't know if i wanna go but since i have my dress i suppose i will.
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[15 Feb 2004|01:41pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZACK!!! muah.
i have two birthday jokes for you:
what's a cross between an elephant and a rhino?
elephino.
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what did the dick say to the condom?
cover me, i'm going in.
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i hope you have a great b-day.
:)
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[08 Feb 2004|02:41pm] |
IT'S GABBI'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY
(caps are in lieu of the really big letters that i don't know how to do to)
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[25 Nov 2003|11:47am] |
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i switched up my layout a little. check it.
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[25 Nov 2003|11:33am] |
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i'm bidding on the trampoline there's an hour left. that means i'll be staying here through lunch.
there was this cd that came in rolling stone. oh shit, it gave me goose bumps. it was like what music hasn't done to me in like months. music hasn't affected me in months... that's sad. it used to.. i dunno. but it was bob dylan, pink floyd (money is my new favorite song), herbie hancock (i love him), the who, norah jones, and then i think i fell asleep after that. it was really good.
the who didn't give me goosebumps cuz i've listened to that song sooooo many times.
i miss maggie. i have been in this class alone for awhile now.
this kid behind me is annoying me.
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[13 Nov 2003|09:05am] |
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yep i definitely woke up at 6 and was ready to leave by 6:30.... silly me. but now i want to go back to sleep. i had a good sleep.
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[12 Nov 2003|06:11pm] |
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. (don't like that one) Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children
well, that was fun.
there is a girl in my gourmet foods group who hated me in 8th grade cuz i kissed this guy she liked. and seeing as it has been 4 years later and i had pretty much forgotten about it and i assumed that she had too. but while cooking today she was like i liked this guy named byung a lot. blah blah blah. what was i supposed to say to that? yeah so did i! but the difference between me and you is i got him! HA! obviously not. so i was just quiet and awkward.
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